MYSTICAL POEMS: “I traveled a long way seeking God” by Lalla

 

“I traveled a long way seeking God”

I traveled a long way seeking God,
but when I finally gave up and turned back,
there He was, within me!

O Lalli!
Now why do you wander
like a beggar?
Make some effort,
and He will grant you
a vision of Himself
in the form of bliss
in your heart.

by Lalla

English version by Swami Muktananda
Original Language Kashmiri
Poet Seers » Lalla

Lalla, also affectionately called Lalli, Lal Ded, Lal Diddi (“Granny Lal”), or Lalleshwari, was born near Srinagar in Kashmir in northern India/Pakistan.

Little is known with certainty about her life, other than hints that come to us through her poetry and songs.

She was a young bride, married, tradition says, at the age of twelve. After moving into her husband’s family home, she was abused by her mother-in-law and ignored by her husband.

A story is told about “Lalla’s Lake” — one day when returning from the well with a clay water jug on her head, her husband lost his temper over her delay and struck the jug in his anger. The clay vessel broke but, miraculously, the water held its shape above her head. This becomes an important symbol of the heavenly nectar that rains down from the crown.

Finally, Lalla could endure no more mistreatment and, in her early 20s, she left. She became a disciple of a respected saint in the Kashmir Shaivism tradition of yoga and she took up the life of a holy woman dedicated God in the form of Shiva.

Lalla’s songs are short, using the simple, direct language of the common people, yet she touches on complex yogic techniques and the most elevated states of awareness.

The name Lalla can be translated as either “seeker” or “darling.”

Lalla is deeply loved by both Hindus and Muslims in Kashmir today, even amidst the terrible fighting ravaging the land. There is a saying that in Kashmir only two words have any meaning: Allah and Lalla.

via: https://www.poetry-chaikhana.com/Poets/L/Lalla/index.html

3 Comments Add yours

  1. I loved this post, Amira and hope we could find our God like her then there is nothing to search but be blissful in his Love. Beautiful never heard this story. She sounds so much similar like Meera who loved Krishna like mad.

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    1. Thank you so much dear Kamal! Yes, it is a very inspirational story of her life. Oh wow! You reminded me of Meera! She was also known as Mirabai, right? She truly was a devotee! ❤

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      1. You are welcome Amira and such wonderful women who dedicated their lives for their Master.

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